Bitches, Friends and Punts

Well you all know that it had been a hectic few weeks for me with university and all my other commitments. But I have reached my limit with with TWs and Bitches, I mean wtf....I should laugh really but it is absolutely riduculous.

First there was the I want a flatmate but you cant be fit, then there is the I met you at the xmas party and thus I should get a discount and then I get the backtrack email.....should I take it seriously I mean after she admits that she had a friend come onto the board with the sole purpose of attacking me because I dared to question her you are just to pretty email. I mean honestly there seem to be alot of people full of bs these days and dont even talk about the snobs out there.

Alot of you are disgusted by AW but alot of you still use it, you seem more willing to risk your life and health with the bb ladies, and find it so very difficult to applaud the ladies on there that dont bb. Well guess what I have decided to activate my AW account, I was under the false belief that said other sites offered you a better clientele, but if you are all honest with each other at the end of the day you are all fucking the same whores so get over yourselves. Oh and as for the non chocolate variety that think there is this big faux pas with black women -no we are not all bitches and we dont all nag and no our tan doesnt rub off. Its there to stay and quite frankly I am happy as can be (I'm not a bitch....honest I swear to God).

PS. Thought I should also cover this....alot of you are up in arms that all the EE girls are leaving now that the pound isnt so strong.....what are you to do you cry...I mean honestly what wrer you doing when they werent here FFS.

Bitch Bitch Bitch...bite me its a red wine night so wtf XXX

The Finish Line, the Pink Flock Stag and the Happy Hooker

Okay so I can finally relax now with all my assignments handed in and presentations over. I must say that I am relieved, and a little disappointed in myself as I didn't feel that I gave it my all....if i'm totally honest. Despite moving down to London, I have been having to go backwards and forward to assist with various things as there is no one else available to help my mum out. I am grateful that she has taken charge of things for me so that I can grow a little and achieve all the things I need to....God bless em eh cant live with em cant live without em. 

I think that it is because of this that I have found it so hard to settle myself, though I did make and effort the 2 days before I left to pinkiefy my room......I am now the proud owner of a "pink flocked stag", which takes pride of place just above my bed lol. He makes me smile whenever I see him haha.....Paperchase rocks.

Ooh I also ordered the movie "The Happy Hooker", I have read the book 4 times now and still love it and thought that its about time I cast a critical eye over the movie. In doing that I realised that she has written several other books and plays I might add, whilst dabbling in property management. You see now that is when you invest your money well, a woman after my own heart....

Et la fine, geography, photo shoot

Okay so I am happy to announce that I have completed all 3 assignments that were due in on Wednesday....hats off to me. Shocking really, as I was beginning to worry about my success on the course if I had failed to complete them YIKES!! But anyway I did it and the infamous posters, Oh those damn posters! You would not believe the runaround that I had to do to get them printed and then of course I mess that up by sending it too a printers freaking miles away instead of the local one FFS, talk about no rest for the wicked. Anyhow alls well that ends well.... is that the saying hmmmm i'm not to sure if I have used that in the right context. So I just have one more assignment left now, and once again I hope that my creative juices flow as I have to create an item and then give a presentation as to my inspiration etc etc. Thats not due to next Friday so hopefully I will be fine.

Met a lovely gent for the second time on Thursday and spent a lovely few hours chatting about the ins and outs of everything and my lack of geographical knowledge....hahaha it was quite funny actually. Though I did have a terrible time trying to get to him, usually I would just get the train but I thought as I didnt know that particular hotel I would get a taxi from home and be nice and relaxed.....but did it turn out that way did it hell. I shan't go into too much detail but I arrived stressed and a bit arrrggghhh, thought I had scared my gent but hey he seemed to enjoy himself ;-).

You see I'm planning on going over to Marbella for a shoot at the end of February and am currently trying to find a nice hotel to relax in afterwards and maybe take in some of the local sites. I'm really excited if I'm honest though a bit apprehensive of the shoot, not sure what them to go for....should I have a theme....decisions decsions and boy how I hate to make them. Maybe I should go pink and fluffy....not sure if the gents are ready for an influx of my personality lol. Anyhow I think we shall talk about this in the upcoming weeks before I go.

Finally got the chance to do some shopping for my room, trying to make it nice and pink so that it reflects my personality a bit more as I am having great difficulty getting settled in my room. Its a bit white and clinical and very minimalist, and I have more of a cluttered pink, floral personality and then there is the lack of storage which is very irritating as everything ends up on the floor.....a few near death experiences when getting up in the middle of the night lol.

Anyhow enough of this I have to be a domestic goddess....LOL.

Procrastination, Illiteracy & Ms Snotty

Oh my God. I cannot seem to motivate myself to do these bloody posters, my brain is stuck on I can't be bloody bothered. I've tried relocating myself to the living room, paints, laptops, all relevant magazines etc etc......still no joy. Lots of ideas but can I be bothered to put pen to paper, can I f@%*k. So I thought I would come on here and whinge about my lack of motivation... ra ra ra ra.

Been on Facebook arranging when we are gonna go in to print the posters that I haven't finished tomorrow !!! and that snotty little cow was telling us all how far ahead she is blah blah blah. I'm perfect, I use to be a dancer....oh really then why the fuck ar you living in a flat with black mole you stuck up lil bitch. Jealousy is an evil creature that eats away at you eh.....lol.

Okay so the illiteracy thing....my min booking is 2hrs because Idont like the one hr thingies...bit of a wham bam thank you mam, well nooo thank you matey. It just doesnt rock my boat i'm afraid to say and I enjoy what I do so there, whats wrong with taking your time and enjoying each other. Just read my website carefully before you call okay...thanks. X

Doom and Gloom .... Deadlines

Okay so the current economic forecast is not looking too good. There are alot of companies having to close in the current climate, but what no one seems to realise is that alot of them were in trouble way before this all started but with the press seem eager to blame it on the current economy. Not of course because some of them were mismanaged or were selling absolute rubbish, I mean have you ever been inside the officers club!

Anyhow belts are tightening all around the world, and some are talking about leaving good old blighty to watch from afar whilst the economy recovers....how bloody patriotic. The first sign of trouble and you are off, I wonder if immigration applications have gone up for Australia...actually its more likely that everyone will be off to the Americas or Asia preferably Thailand as the pound tends to go further in these countries. I'm sure I read some where that Brits were suppose to be the toughest of the lot and in all situations they grit their teeths and get on with it......obviously they were wrong.

On a brighter note I have finally made some progress on my assignments and been able to get photoshop to work on my laptop though I do think that with the way my posters are going that they will mainly be created in collage form, with a bit of painting here and there and then I shall use photoshop to finish them off. Though there seems to be a bit of a quandry at the moment as to when the assignment is actually due in!!! Ha ha I hope it is Wed as some seem to think, gives me time to go into the metal workshop and bend my metal spike LOL. Then there is my museum piece which I believe I am of course over complicating as I want to put as much into it as I possibly can. There is also the situation with the printers, none of them open till Monday which I suppose is okay if the assignment isn't due on Monday that is ;-)

I might actually do some more work now, feeling full of inspiration...hahaha.

Till next time

X

Aspirations

Its a new year and at these time we always have new hopes and aspirations, goals that we set ourselves or may have been set by others and the majority seldom achieve any of these. We always say new year, new beginning believing that if we forget then whatever tragedies that may have occurred to us in the previous years will cease to exist in the new one. Not realising that it is these experiences that make us who we are and only from living and learning we become better people.

With this new year we have the added challenge of an economic decline, an increase in the unemployed and what looks like a new war in Israel. In my particular profession they are already calls from some of you gents for reduced prices etc etc...though I dont see how some will be able to do this especially if they work for an agency who takes a 30% cut for home jobs and a 40% cut for tour jobs...ever get the feeling that you are doing charity work. I remember when I worked for an agency my god out of 170 the agency would get 50 and the driver 25 per hour plus it cost me 30 to get to and from work you do the maths- and what if you only got on job you were fucked. It was bloody ridiculous and I remember getting to the stage where I went from thoroughly enjoying what I did to being extremely resentful of the gents and the agency. Anyhow enough of dredging up the past.

I have taken steps after returning from my 5 year sabbatical to make sure that I continue to enjoy the things that I love, giving myself the scope to further my education and explore the world a little. You see I'm very good at talking myself out of things, regardless of how much I want something give me 5 mins and I will talk myself out of it, no impulse buying here. LOL

Sitting here contemplating what adventures or tragedies will befall the world and me in the new year.....perhaps a few too many g&ts tonight.

You know what fuck it I am happy, the happiest I have been in a long time and I will not be dragged down. So I am looking forward to the New Year all of the lovely people that I shall meet along the and FU to all the bitches and bastards I shall no doubt meet along the way. But like I said before it makes us who we are so I welcome 2009 with open arms and a big kiss.

Off to stress over the fact that my allergies have returned and that my printer has run out of ink after only a month wtf. Oh and CS4 still refuses to work on my laptop moody git.

3days till all assignments are due....duh duh daaaahhh. LOL. God I am so easily amused.

Later X